Sunday, August 30, 2009

Perfect "Break Up" songs

It seems like there are so many good songs about breaking up. So, here's a list of songs I would put on a mix if I was broken up with.

Matt Skibba "Good Fucking Bye"
Kind of Like Spitting "Dodge Dart"
Last Days of April "Aspirin and Alcohol"
Tigers Jaw "I was Never Your Boyfriend"
Sheer Terror "3 Year Bitch"
Lemuria "Lipstick"
Make Do and Mend "TL"
Alkaline Trio "Lied My Face Off"
Title Fight "Youreyeah"
Rattletooth "Boys Lie" or whatever the title is
Poison the Well "Mid Air Love Message"
Suicide File "The Somme"
Blood for Blood "Bitch Called Hope"
Jessica Lea Mayfield "For Today"
Hot Rod Circuit "The Pharmacist"
Colin of Arabia "Sleeping With Someone I No Longer Love"
Ruiner "Getting Over the Overs"
OH!!! AND
Mario Ft Gucci Mane "Break Up"

So if you read this and have some to add feel free. These all came from the top of my head. If I went through my Itunes/pod I'm sure I'd find a lot more.

Shit that pisses me off

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1. When people ignore me! I cannot stand being ignored, I'm sure most people dislike it. Espcially when it's someone who 'cares' about you. I don't know if they are trying to prove a point or what! It drives me crazy.

2. When people are unable to merge on the highway and it backs up traffic. Like what type of jerk can't see that a car has no place else to go, so you just sit there and not let them in? I don't understand.


3. Do I really need to go on?

4. http://www.xsisterhoodx.com/ This website. Enough said. You want equality then shut the fuck up about being a feminist.

& just randoms

Catty girls, working later than I'm suppose to, no parking, liars, people who eat onions in small spaces, coughing, cicadas, always being the first person to call, not getting my way.

Oh and a big one:

5. Guys thinking chivalry is dead so it's perfectly OK to talk to women like they are shit and expect to get ass out of it.

Steel Nation



I want to update about Steel Nation's new song, and LP they have coming out soon. They posted a new song on Myspace Friday. "Forever Wounded" I'm impressed. I think they've progressively gotten better since Pat left(whatever). A lot of people won't agree but "The Road to Hell" and "Odysseus" are two of the best songs they've ever done to date. At first, seeing them live was so weird because I was use to Pat, and having Steve and Neil sing weirded me out(though I LOVE VAN DAMAGE) it wasn't the same. But! After seeing them more and more it grew on me and I like them so much more now. They are such awesome guys too. Always great house guests, and hilarious to be around while they ramble at 3am about shit I cannot understand.

I'm anxiously awaiting the preorders for Forever Wounded. They are playing here Sept 12th @ Alley Katz w/Down to Nothing & Get Real and again on Oct 9th. I feel spoiled.

My point is, check out their new song, pre order FOREVER WOUNDED as soon as it comes up. Go see them in your city, smoke them out, get Ethan a hot girl, have fun.




AND EVERYTHING THAT IVE EVER LOVED HAS TURNED ITS BACK ON MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Make you notice..

I'm happy with or without a boyfriend. It's good to feel okay.

Friday, August 28, 2009

You don't know shit

This is my first weekend in Richmond since I moved from the other apartment. I've been in Va Beach or Chincoteague pretty much every weekend. I want to go tomorrow but I don't have the money. Instead I'll spend the weekend with Sophia, doing laundry, lurking the internet, and being a total lame fuck.

I can't decide on how I feel about everything that's going on right now. Sometimes I feel really good and think things couldn't get better, than I come back to reality and realize that lies are lies and there is no truth behind them. No matter how badly I want to the truth to make itself appear, it's chillin somewhere else.


Anyways, I like Let Down a lot and I was bummed to hear they broke up. Everyone in the band was always so nice and one of them wrote about Sophia in his zine, saying something like "her dog had a constant red rocket of the mouth." That just rules. I wish I could have saw them play one last time at This is Hardcore but ya know. Seeing them was always fun.

I'm hoping to go to The Great American Hardcore Fest in Boston. Though it's not looking good right now. Tickets are $65, hotel ALONE would be $100+ a night, plus gas if I drove or a plane ticket if I flew. It's sucks to realize I have no friends in "hardcore" any more. I use to have a lot but they sort of dropped out or just stopped talking to me because I don't travel to shows any more.

I just feel so sad today and I shouldn't. I feel unappreciated to say the least. Where did the interest go? I don't know. I'm so sick of trying.

Tonight: China Panda, Netflix, & Sophia.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

matrimony

tell me im childish all you want
i just want to love myself
just wanna love myself.

I want a nap

mk

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I want to update

about how typical everyone in my life is, about how often I convince myself that "this time is different" and you know what, it isn't. I'm so tired I can't barely open my eyes. I thought things would be different and I opened myself more and let people in, but it's not.
Just, really, if I could find a good thing about the way things are going right now, I would be the first to fucking tell you. It's not happening.
Bright side turned black.

I don't want to sound like a total cry baby but it's been a awhile since I've cried in bed.


In other news, Teddy Kennedy died and it's really bummed me out.